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I'm sorry... by Tianibean I'm sorry... by Tianibean

I'm sorry... by Tianibean

/ / ©2012-2015 Tianibean
I'm sorry
I'm sorry that you got played by me
I'm sorry that your case was never any good
So when i dropped your case, with you in it
You flew every where
I'm sorry that you didn't get cleaned that much
I'm sorry that i threw you on the couch when i got frustrated with you
I'm sorry for when i bent one of your keys an moved it back in line myself
I'm sorry that i thought i was a great flute player
though i have always been breathy
I'm sorry for always playing Pirates of the Caribbean
I'm sorry for the life i gave you Blessing
I'm sorry that i played you so much,
that you are now un-fixable
Blessing, you probably think that, that is the best way to live
but it isn't
You were always proud of me and sang for me when i wanted you to sing.
You think you had a good life as a beginner flute
You were supposed to last for twice as much as you did
And that was my fault
I played you to death
But, that day, when they told me that you weren't fixable
You were smiling
You were happy with the life you had
You were, no, you are happy because i am still improving
You still smile
If flutes could talk
Your voice would be old and jagged
But you would tell me how proud you are of me
You would tell me how much you enjoyed not getting cleaned every five seconds when a smudge would appear
You did't care that i dropped you sometimes
Because i was always there to make sure you were okay
When i played you just now
You sang to me just like old times
Always having trouble with those E's and F's
Always having trouble with Stacatose
We were once one, we still are one
And that is like having a part of me sit on a shelf for weeks and weeks before you can get played
But even when i play Hymn, you smile at me.
You know me and Hymn sound great, better than we were.
And that is why you smile.
I'm still very sorry, though you tell me not to be sorry
You tell me that you had a wonderful flute life though it was cut in half.
I love you Blessing, you are still, and will always be, a part of me.

Didn't know i was poetic, did ya :eyes: So what if i name my flutes!! So what if i can see them talk!! gotta problem with that :stinkeye: I don't care what you think! It is what makes me happy!!

I had to get that of my chest, I could of added more and more to that but i didn't want to be too long and sad...
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WaterbendingQueer Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Student General Artist
Who ever says "you are the only one who thinks of their instrument is alive" has obviously never meet a real band kid.
Tianibean Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Okay, i am not the only one. I don't think anyone in my band at school feels that way...... well except for me and like 2 others
WaterbendingQueer Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2013  Student General Artist
Tianibean Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:XD: Lol but next year i am going to be in the best band in our town!:D But the band i am in is funny :)
madkoog Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012
your not the only one who thinks of their instrument is alive X3
the second I carried my viola out of the store I gave it a name and i still refer to that name today.
Tianibean Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Same here :) I give almost every thing a name and a gender :)
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